Kiss And Tell

2011-12-21T23:47:00.000-08:00

Today is my last day of internship and omg I am so relief that it's finally overrrr!

And my bangs, they are getting longerrrr. ANNOYING K. I don't know why my hair grow so fast, it's not even two weeks and it's already poking my eyes. Grrr.

Btw, I have a short video clip to share will y'all that will make you guys go "awww..."

Go go, click on that play button.:) Till then. xx

2011-12-18T05:09:00.000-08:00

"HAPPY PEOPLE"

I wouldn't want to trade yesternight fer anything else. It was just amazing!
I reeeeeaally had a great time with my girlfriends and I can hardly explain how happy I was to see them after so longggg. The last time we met was like...erm last month?

So basically, we decided to settle down fer a mini night pignic. Oink oink~ Afterall, the weather's been quite unpredictable nowadays.
Initially, we planned to have our pignic at Sentosa but because it rained in the early afternoon, the beaches were definitely still wet. But don't worry, we had a Plan B which is the Sentosa Boardwalk, just nearby VivoCity. Nice place fer you to chill with your friends. Really.

Lini's boyfriend, Wan made us burger patties and bought pita bread together with cheese and black pepper sauce. I swear it tasted so good when you put it altogether. Thumbs up.
While me and goaty brought mixed kebabs. We'd already got it all prepared early in the morning and trust me, goaty was obviously equally excited as I was fer the pignic.
He was the one who woke up early in the morning to get the ingredients ready and by the time I stepped into his kitchen, everything was already nicely spread on the table. All I had to do was to do the frying.
As fer Radzi, she brought us fondue, marshmallows and bananas. How is that not awesome you tell me. That's like the best desert. EVER.
And zuby, she bought us 3 huge bottles of drinks(cos in case we choke, she wouldn't have to be responsible haha cos 3 bottles is definitely more than enough lah duh.)
In case y'all are wondering, we actually finished all the food. Really. #superPBG

And yaaaaaaa, we even got to witness the Universal Studio mini fireworks! Omg they were all so pretty pretty and colourful! Just so y'all know, i'm that kind of girl who gets easily amazed with glitters, lights, fireworks, balloons and all those kiddy shits. Mhh, eh don't laugh.

Sadly, Zuby had to leave off early and couldn't join us fer karaoke session. So, left just the 6 of us karaoke-ing like mad until almost 2 am. Now now, no wonder this morning it rained like mad.
Ahh and I think I lost my voice. Shit.
Well, I hope you readers had a happy weekend too. Toodles.;)

2011-12-15T05:59:00.000-08:00

I've officially open up a tumblr.

So ya, you can go and check it out.:)

(if you have the time/if you're interested)

http://www.ameepurr.tumblr.com

2011-12-11T06:33:00.000-08:00

Haha, omg I look retarded with those bangs. Damn it lah. It's really taking me quite some time to adapt with my fringe now. Normally if I find my fringe a lil too irritating, i'd just tuck it in behind my ears but now..it keeps poking my eyes, ish so naughtyyyy and I cannot do anything about it. Psheesh. I should have cut it shorter or better still, just cut botak lah so much easier.

Frankly, i'd say I find it a lil uncomfortable cos

1) it's my first time and i'm pretty insecure about how I look. I mean, who knows people might think I look freaky or weird or something?

2) it's like covering the whole of my forehead. My forehead has a nose hor, it needs to breathe some air

but nevermind, i'll get use to it. Hopefully.

Tsk, I don't even know why in the first place I decided to cut bangs. -.-

But whatever, since that my boyfriend loves my new look so much and keep telling me that I look really nice with bangs, I guess i'll just stick with it then.

And like every other dates, we went to catch a movie, had a lil shopping and end our day with a good dinner.

Very simple yet lovely.

I hope you enjoyed your Sunday too.:)

2011-12-07T22:16:00.000-08:00

Hello! I am at work right now and I am super hungry.

I'm actually keeping my stomach fer dinner later at my boyfriend's sister's house. It's been awhile. So ya, i'm kind of looking forward fer later. Hurhur.

Btw just so yknow, my parents got in an accident last Sunday when they were out to get breakfast fer us kids. Really really thank god they're alright no bruises nothing but the car, is totally in a bad shape. Seriously it is, if not, why would it have to cost 2k just to get the car fixed? The front car plate dropped off, the bumper looks horrible and the engines got busted. Just imagine. Sigh.

Whatever it is, my parents' safety certainly is way more important than the car. And I am really really so glad that nothing bad happened to my parents.

2011-12-06T01:17:00.000-08:00

This song goes out to all the lovebirds and of course, to my boyfriend too.

It's a really really nice song. Just spare 2 minutes and I promise you, you'll love it. Much loves.:)

If you were falling, then I would catch you.

You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cuz I love the way you say good morning.

And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.

Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cuz I love the way you call me baby.

And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.

Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise.

And you take me the way I am.

You take me the way I am.

2011-12-05T07:20:00.000-08:00

Mmmmm. Nothing can beat spending my weekend with my sexy other.

Yknow lately, he's been such a sweetheart. It's really nice to have him fetching me from work almost everyday, giving me random kisses and hugs, and then tell me how beautiful I am eventho I know I always look like a mad witch. I've been so stress with tons of work to do and that I forgot to take care of myself, my facial skin, my health. Psheesh. Poor me. I really need a holiday badly.:(

So ya, back to my story.

Supposedly we planned to have our brunch at TWG but sadly, we were quite unlucky that the tables were full. Hmm well, maybe next time.

So we decided to head down to Sakura instead since i've been salivating on the thought of eating something not western.(Ergh only god knows how sick and tired I am eating western food)

I must say Sukra's food was absolutely amazing, 2 thumbs up. Ngom ngom ngom. I bet goaty would totally agree with me on this.

I don't usually manage to finish my food but ya surprisingly, yesterday I did.:B

After which we went to catch a movie, Puss in Boots! Whoa, the tickets were really selling fast I tell you! I almost got shocked with the damn queue.

And just so y'all know, I've been so in love that I cannot even explain how contented I am right now. Not to mention that I believe I'd officially gain a couple of pounds. Mhh!

Erm.. I don't know if any of you can notice it cos it's pretty hard to tell through pictures.:/

Tadaaaaaaa surprise surprise, wah now someone has a Sennheiser headphones already.:P Okay lah that's it, no presents fer you on your birthday or... better yet, you won't get anymore presents from me till next year. Hahahaha i'm just kidding baby, how can I be so mean.

I even got fer my parents an ipod nano fer them to lovey dovey share it with each other and a Nixon hot pink headphones fer my sister. I shall get fer my brothers an ipod soon as well, if god wills.

What else can I say, I'm a happy bug.

Everything is just so purrfect when i'm with you.

Till then. Behave yourself ok, my dear readers. Xoxo.

2011-12-03T01:12:00.000-08:00

I'll forever love you, my man. Just you.

2011-11-28T01:59:00.001-08:00

It's embarrassing to see how girls nowadays can't stand up fer themselves, can't make their own decisions, and let's the boyfriends take control of their mind. Shame. It's like, where's the girl power? Do you need the powerpuff girls to like give you a hardcore punch on your face or what? I came across a lot of female weaklings nowadays which is why I decided to post this today.

Lets take this one below as an example;

Girl: "My boyfriend finally gave me the permission to buy that pretty dress i've been eyeing for!"

How ridiculous! Girl, it's your fucking money. You can spend it as when you like. You don't need a permission from your boyfriend. It's not like he's buying it fer you. I really don't understand what's the theory here behind this bullshit. If you want to ask fer permissions so much, ask your mother. NOT YOUR BOYFRIEND. He's not even your husband!

I mean, if you need him to help you with your saving up or if you're afraid you might overspent your money fer the month, he can always remind you about your needs and wants. Not like control you with your money.

But if you girls still think that it's alright to ask permissions from your boyfriend fer the pettiest things, very well then, it shows how independent you are and how capable you are to be the one managing your own family household someday. The next time you want to buy your panties, better ask your boyfriend first k. Later boyfriend scold. Haha oops. How funny does that sound.

Seriously girls, think about it.

I'm not like Beyonce, asking you to run the world. But fer fuck sake, find that girl power in you.

Cheers.

2011-11-24T21:27:00.000-08:00

So, hello everyone!

I'm currently @ work right now and this is what I had fer lunch. It's like an aeroplane food. Pathetic much?

Actually it doesn't really matter to me cos i'm practically on a diet now. Geez, I am like forever self-conscious about my weight hor. #what'snew?

And because I know i'd be having dinner with goaty later after work, I need to eat something light or else, I'll have to skip dinner. NO CHOICE WHAT, WANT TO BE SKINNY, I MUST DIET, MUST BE DISCIPLINED WHEN IT COMES TO EATING. Well, I'd usually skip my lunch or at least eat my mini honeystars cereal to keep me until dinner time.

Some of you are very lucky yknow, eat so much but body still can maintain. While me, every time I eat small portion also no point. Still can gain weight. Waahhh wtf, I think my metabolism died already. I have so many cravings fer all kinds of food, somemore. Super sad life.

Hmm. And I guess you people would probably be wondering, "this girl diet all the time, eat so little but until now still not skinny.."

Don't say like that lah... I AM MORE FRUSTRATED THAN Y'ALL ARE OKAY.

Until to the extend that some of my colleagues call me "bulimic girl". Mhh!

And yknow, there was this one time I wanted to buy slimming products and goaty got really mad at me. He, my boyfriend, can never stay mad at me fer very long, he gave me a kiss on my temple after that and say, "Bby, you're not fat I swear. You're just perfect."

Boy, he definitely know how to make me feel good about myself. Gosh, I miss him already.

Till then. Xoxo

2011-11-17T16:29:00.000-08:00

Lately, I've been thinking a lot.

Things got so messed up that sometimes, I just can't handle it.

Most of the time, I'll turn to goaty and talk to him about it for he's the only one who knows how to make me feel better.

I'm not sure if i'm about to lose an amazing someone, a good friend.

But I do know, good friendships last forever.

Yknow, I almost gave up on a friendship way back then but then again, I remembered it was them who knew me best. Even until now.

So ya, I'll keep some faith and keep hoping it wouldn't be too late fer that friend to realize that.

Things will get better in time. Hopefully.

And to this man I love, thank you fer keeping me strong and always there to console me.

Hmm anyway, I know you tried your best to make that geeky face. It's okay, you can try harder.:B

2011-11-12T21:23:00.001-08:00

"Friends are the Bacon Bits in the Salad Bowl of Life."

- "Pizza Place Sign", (sent by Rory Bristol)

To my Birthday queens, HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!~ The girls I knew since they were in their teens and now they're 21 alreadyyyy, all grown up. Gosh time flies so fast.

I hope you girls love the surprise and all. You girls look so cute lah with the Tiara and the knickers. (Eh of course!, whatever I buy confirm cute one. Haha kiddinggg)

I wanted to sabo them but nevermind....maybe next time. HEHEHE. Love you both to bits and pieces ok!

And a gazillion thank you's to the guys who came down to help us out with the surprise and made everything happened. Thank you so much! Really.

Only god knows how happy I was to finally get to meet all of my 4 girls.

And I think I still need a dosage of them. I miss their laughter alreadyyyy.

Till my last breathe, I'll never stop loving these girls fer sure.:B

2011-11-09T23:23:00.001-08:00

A mother is a person who seeing there are only four pieces of pie for five people, promptly announces she never did care for pie. ~Tenneva Jordan

To the woman I love the most, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!~

To the woman who likes to be nagging at me out of no reason, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!~

To the woman who thinks she has the laziest daughter everrrr, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!~

To the woman who can put up with all my nonsense, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!~

To the woman who loves to see me sing while I cook, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!~

To the woman who I think is the best mother in the whole wide world, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

To the woman who always listen, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

To the woman who had never give up on me even though I've failed her fer so many wrong reasons, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!~

To the woman who cried a lot because of me, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!~

To the woman who believes that I am strong, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Dear mother,

I am strong because I have you.

I am strong because I have your prayers.

I am strong because I know you have faith in me no matter what.

I am strong because of you.

I am strong because you inspire me.

You thought me how to live,

how to stand up on my own feet each time I fall,

and most importantly, how to be me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, MY BEAUTIFUL MOTHER.♥

I love you deep deep.

Btw, my mother is the kind who doesn't like candles on her birthday cake. Weird lah hor.

And to my beloved boyfriend, thank you so much fer helping me out with ibu's birthday celebration. You're the best!

2011-11-02T20:25:00.001-07:00

I don't know how to describe this feeling but I am certainly very very much in love with goaty. It's like no matter how much I tell him that I hate him or how bad we like to argue with each other everyday, deep down I know that he can never be replaced. Not only that I want him but I need him too, though most of the time I find him super irritating. I know he's not perfect and so am I. But whatever it is, we are definitely perfect fer each other.

I love you very much Shafi'e, always will.

"Couples who are in love, I call them love birds. Couples who always argue, I call them Angry birds."

2011-10-28T02:10:00.000-07:00

"I'm very fragile, but I'm also one of the strongest people you'll ever meet. I've got tough skin but a really soft heart." - Jessica Simpson

Everyone in the office is like so busy doing their work while me, *ehem* busy camwhoring. *chuckles.

Actually...not, I'm really busy doing the illustrations fer Okto's Kids show called, Sunshine Station Kids. Uhuh, only god knows how busy I am. Everything seems to be so rushing and since that our show is going to be on air soon, Okto's been pressurizing us all to finish up the earlier episodes as fast as possible.:/

But on a brighter note, I'm happier now and.....getting fatter as well. No doubt, fat belly, fat bums, fat cheeks, fats everywhere.

I can't believe I'm saying this but I don't really mind being fat. (Okay not. On a second thought, I take back my words hahaha!)

By the way, I have soooo many things to look forward to fer the next two weeks. Super can't wait!

Till then, ya'll better be good.:D

2011-10-21T04:35:00.001-07:00

I keep telling people to stay strong and all but I myself, can't even stand on my own belardy feet. I keep falling down and then cry like a baby. I want to be in love so badly but it's difficult, as in not the relationship but me, I'm difficult.

Anyway, today I got so pissed off. I'm normally not a bitch unless you tempt me. So ya, this little smartass just have to get on my nerves.

I'm already not doing good today cos I'm sick like a half dead puppy and all I can do all day is stay in bed and depend on my 100+ drink to get out off bed.

AND THERE YOU ARE ACTING LIKE A BABIDOG!

I swear to god I have a huge urge to chop her goddamn mouth into pieces and then make her shut up fer the rest of her life! But then again, fer some belardy good reason I just had play nice with her. I kinda feel good tho that I was able to calm down and stay cool. My patience has it's limit, but girl, you haven't reach there yet. *pat myself on the shoulder.

Btw if any of you were to ask me if i'm alright, here's my answer; I'm not doing ok.

I miss myself. Everyone has been telling me that i've changed a lot. So help me.

2011-10-13T05:45:00.000-07:00

Some of you might have already know that i'm currently doing my intern in a company called, Overt Media. So yalah, i've been super super busy with the productions here and there.

Well, I pretty much wouldn't want to screw up my last semester. In fact, i'm left with only 2 and half months more till I graduate, not officially. But still, omg I can't wait!:B

Cause today was pretty boring..., though I din need to come to the office. BUT, I had to go back to the school studio to do some stuff. Boohoo. I almost thought that I din have to come to work today. Fat chance!

Now that I just came back home from work, i'm all jelloid from head to toe.

Sigh. I don't know why I get easily tired nowadays. I guess they need to give this old woman a break from work ya? Like go Bali or something? No? Mehehe.

Oh btw, Helmi was so nice to let me share his desk with him today(which explains the background in my picture) cos the studio only has two desks which is one fer Helmi and another one fer Faried. And since Faried's desk is on the second level, which look a lot more spooky, I chose to have Helmi's company.

But then half an hour later, he left me all alone in the studio. And came back like 3 hours later.

Awesome kan this mamat.

2011-10-10T08:01:00.000-07:00

Just in case if some of you are wondering about what happened to us...well, we've actually broke up since a week ago.

It's quite sad to say that we've been through a lot together but then, things are just not meant to be.

But fret not, we are still friends. Yup, we still see each other and hog on the phone like how we used to do.

But both of us surely know that there's this huge boundary in between now reminding us that things are no longer like how it used to be.

And to be goddamn honest, I am still trying to get used to it.

2011-10-06T03:09:00.000-07:00

Remember there was this one time I told you that if ever a day you're dying, I would do anything to save you?

Even if I have to donate away my heart to you, I wouldn't hesitate to do it just to see you live.

Yes, that was how much I loved you.

But now....

It's really hard. Feelings changed.

I miss how we used to be.

I guess, we were too comfortable with each other that we forgot the little things that we need to take note of. And that little things we missed changed everything.

2011-08-01T00:43:00.000-07:00

Look at how tan I am now. And geez my arms, look like sausage already. Zzz!

Anyways, today is the first day of Ramadhan.
Sadly, i can't fast. Boring.
So I thought it might be a good time fer me to go to the gym.
But thennnnn... I ended up lazing at home eating Macadamia Cadbury chocolate bar instead, despite having a bad throat infection. -.-
Sucks big time i tell you. It hurts my throat like mad.
And I lost my voice,
I can't talk,
I cough non-stop,
And according to my dear boyfriend, i sound like a donkey when i laugh.
Sigh. Thanks ah. I shall refrain myself from laughing the next time.

2011-07-28T23:32:00.000-07:00

A girl gave a challenge to her boyfriend to live a day w/o her.

No commucation at all and said if he passed it, she'll love him forever, the boy agreed. He never texted nor called her for the whole day without knowing, she had only 24 hrs left cause she was dying of cancer.

So the next day, he excitedly said, "I did it baby" but tears fell seeing her lying in a coffin with a note saying,

"You did it baby now please do it everyday. I love you so much."

So touching. I cried the moment I read this.

2011-07-28T20:47:00.000-07:00

Dang. I wish I have an amazing voice like her.

Once i get my voice back, i'm gonna try singing this song.

And the only person who hears me sing is my boyfriend. Zzz.

2011-07-27T01:39:00.001-07:00

Mother: "Are you schooling today?"

Me: "No."

Mother: "Working?"

Me: "No."

Mother: "Good! Today you teman Ibu at home okay?"

Poor my dear mother. She came to my room just now, telling me how lonely she is at home nowadays and that she's very glad to see me at home today.

I am always either working or schooling. Even if i'm schooling, i don't usually come back home right after cos most of the time i'd be out having dinner with goaty. Or sometimes, would have to stay out to do my forever never ending school assignments.

Then by the time i come home, mother would have left fer work.

I felt the huge guilt the moment she told me that every morning she comes home from work, nobody's home to greet her. Except fer my cat asking fer food.-.-

Mother, I love you.

So today, I am going to stay at home with you and help you with your cooking.;)

2011-07-21T07:29:00.000-07:00

I AM STRESS! YES! VERY VERY STRESSED UP!

BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I CAN JUST CRY THINKING ABOUT MY SCHOOL ASSIGNMENTS. UUUURRRGGH!

I need to distress myself. Like seriously.

Hmm. Maybe i should go fer a nail art manicure? Hehehe.

Cos oh yea, I am totally in love with the colorful nail art design below. SO PRETTY! NAAAAKKKK!:P

2011-07-17T21:34:00.000-07:00

ARRRGHH! CHARLOTTE LOOKS SO FUCKING ADORABLE AND SO FLUFFY! GERAM.

Hey mum, she probably wants to be a cat, not a bunny. No?

Cause at the end of the video she's like "Urgh, i am so not going to wear this fer Halloween!"

2011-07-12T08:37:00.000-07:00

School is like blah blah blahhh.

All i want right now is a good sun tan under a nice hot sun. Mmmm...

I wish i'm a cat. Mew.

Cats are very lazy and very free. Ahhh yes, just like me.:3

Well the good thing about being a cat is, they don't have to go to school, they don't have to stress over school projects or relationships. All they think about is eat, sleep and shit.

Seriously brah, i badly want a belardy holiday. Else, i'm seriously going to ask fairy godmother to turn me into a cat.:/

2011-07-11T08:31:00.000-07:00

Instagram.

I ALWAYS WONDER WHY BIRDS CHOOSE TO STAY IN THE SAME PLACE WHEN THEY CAN FLY ANYWHERE ELSE ON THE EARTH.

THEN I ASK MYSELF THE SAME QUESTION.

The reason i'm still holding on to our relationship is because, i love you. I don't give up on you cos you're the only man i want to be with. I am strong because i know you need me. I am naggy at all times because i am always uber worried about you. And sometimes i cry because i'm afraid of losing you. Fer once, learn to listen and understand how i feel.

What makes me happy, is when i get to see you smiling. Fer real.

2011-07-01T10:05:00.000-07:00

How to make a girl happy:

#42 Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears. 

I'm sorry that i can't be like your ex-girlfriend.

I'm sorry that you don't have much fun with me as much as you did when you were with her.

I'm sorry that our interest aren't always the same. I'm sorry that I always refuse hard to accompany you to your all time favorite band gigs that you're always crazy about.

I'm sorry fer being such a jealous pussy. I'm sorry that inside my mind, i'm always thinking about how long you've been with her and she must have known you better than me. I'm so sorry that i can't stop thinking about your past.

I'm sorry that i'm insecure.

I'm sorry that i'm just so different from her.

I'm sorry that you're unable to adapt with me even after being with me fer almost 2 years.

But just so yknow, i am trying. I'm always trying my best to make you happy.

But sometimes, i felt like you don't notice it. I feel more like, you're not fully with me but somewhat still with her. (Or it's just my feelings, doesn't matter.)

Most of all, you call me your angel but when i cry, you din try to catch my tear or make it stop. Not even once. Know why? Because you always think that i am too strong to cry and when i cry, you're sure that i can handle myself.

Honey put this in mind, even though i hardly cry in front of you and no matter how strong i am, i am still a girl. Your girl.

And when a girl cry means, you already broke her heart. Your angel's heart.

At times i wonder how much i mean to you when you mean the world to me.

I can't help it but to cry as i type my last sentence.:'(

2011-06-24T06:30:00.000-07:00

Life's been good so far.

And I think I juggled work and school pretty well this past few days .

Hopefully my parents would stop lecturing me about coming home late every day. Erk!

I mean, I end work pretty late and I have tons of projects to do cos after all, it's my final year already.

Sigh. I don't know why but I still think that i haven't been putting in my best effort but kinda like, still fooling around. MHHH!

On a brighter note, I quite like how this young handsome man took the initiative to meet me like almost every day and always reminding me that he'll never get enough of me.

Hmm. I don't know what's with me and Marilyn Monroe but hey, i really like the badge.:3

Btw, we went Ikea the other day to run errands fer my FYP short film.

Although i have to admit that it was exhausting having to travel

back and forth from places to places on that day, it was still well worth it :)

Well, thanks to goaty fer the company. ♥

2011-06-22T09:32:00.000-07:00

Earlier this afternoon, goaty and i went to Ubi fer a Vespa hunt. Well, he've finally decided to own one again after his accident long time back. But fuh, i can't stand the weather. The sun got me roasted fer an hour there. I think i'm more tan now than ever. Psheesh.

And yalah, that's how the Vespa workshop looks like. Mhhh, the moment i was there i felt like cleaning up the whole mess or at least pick up the things left lying on the floor. Very irritated by the mess yknowwww.

And after waiting fer him to talk to the workshop owner thiiiiiisssssssss long, my handsome man then decided to bring his hungry princess to Swensen's fer a well-deserved lunch. I really deserve it lorrr.

I WAITED FER ALMOST 2 BELARDY HOURS AND I MANAGED TO BE PATIENT AND OBEDIENT EVEN THOUGH I WAS LITERALLY SWEATING BUCKETS UNDER THE SCORCHING HOT WEATHER. Damn.

Right after lunch, i made him accompany me to Arab street to get my Raya outfit tailored. I don't actually have that much confidence in the tailor but oh wellss, we'll just see how it goes. I picked it simple cos i don't usually put in much effort on how i want my traditional outfits to look like. I just don't see the point cos well, i only wear them on odd occasions.*shrugs*

2011-06-19T21:21:00.000-07:00

Whenever I go to work or come back from work, my pants are always covered in cats hair.

I am that kind of girl, that goes out with cats hair all over her pants all the time.

2011-06-15T21:07:00.000-07:00

This is exactly what he'd tell me.♥

lala, lalalala, lala, lalala

I like your smile
I like your vibe
I like your style
But that's not why I love you
And I, I like the way, you're such a star
But that's not why I love you, hey

Do you feel, do you feel me, do you feel what I feel too
Do you need, do you need me, do you need me-e-e

[chorus]

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you, is you
Being you, just you
Yea the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

lala, lalalala, lala, lalala

I like the way you misbehave
When we get wasted
But that's not why I love you
And how you keep your cool when I am complicated
But that's not why I love you, hey

Do you feel, do you feel me, do you feel what I feel too
Do you need, do you need me, do you need me-e-e

[chorus]

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
And I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you, is you
Being you, just you
Yea the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

Yeaaa
ohhhh, ohhhh

Even though we didn't make it through
I am always here for you
yea-a-a

[chorus]

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you, is you
Being you, just you
Yea the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

la la, la la la la (oh ohhh)
la la, la la la la (that's why I love you)
la la, la la la la (oh ohhh)
la la, la la la la (that's why I love you)

2011-06-14T22:52:00.000-07:00

Hello Tuesday, why are you back so fast? Even Kak Jiyah's(Goaty's sister) home-made cupcakes somehow agree with me. MHH! I need a little more rest at home. Sigh.

Btw i haven't been doing much workouts lately and my abs are eventually turning into fats. Ah Shit.:(

Looks like i can't have a body like Hayden Panettiere. ALAAAAHHH.:( I like Hayden Panettiere's body. I mean to be realistic, i know i can never have a body stick-thin like typical models. Well, the thing about Hayden Panettiere's body is she's not exactly slim but damn, she's shapely. And best is, she has muscular legs. Like me. HEHEHE.

She doesn't have abs though but it's okay lah. I still think she has a smokin' hot body.:3

Anyway right, i am sooooo looking forward to this movieeeee! I swear i got a good feeling that it's going to be an A-mazing movie. Oh yeah oh yeah can't wait!

Well, i actually cried watching the trailer. Let alone, the movie itself.

P.s: If ever a day you lost your memory and I have to make you fall in love with me again, I would do just anything. Because the fact that i've always love you.

"I vow to love you no matter what challenges that might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to each other." -The Vow.

2011-05-25T20:28:00.000-07:00

I was late fer school again. What's new? Sigh, one day i should really hijack a classroom and sleep over so that the next day i'll be the earliest. I am really tired of having to rush to school everyday yknow! So frustrating!

Btw, i really miss my long hair.:(

2011-05-24T08:06:00.000-07:00

Today's class is so boringggg, i swear. I can't stand it, faci's nonsense is making me mad sleepy,and i am obviously paying 0% attention to whatever he's blabbering about. Ergh, i feel like knocking my head on the table.

Anyway, two weeks ago goaty brought me to this awesome place, somewhere next to Kallang Stadium to chill. I love the place, it's like a Kallang river bridge or something and has got so many lights all around, made me feel so calm.
Haven't i told y'all that i love to see lights so much?:3

Basically, we just slacked there and enjoyed a box of awesome Pizza Hut sweet 'n' spicy chicken drumlets. Don't be suprised if one day you were to see me as fat as mother cow cause true much, goaty's been feeding me well and obviously had never fail to let me inldulge whatever food i want to eat.:P

Well, i just hope this yummy cupcake with a cherry on top will continue loving me till forever is over. Because i, don't want to lose him fer sure. Not even fer a day.

2011-05-09T23:51:00.000-07:00

Hurp Yay! Goaty is in my school right now and i'm in class webcam-ing with him. Hehehe.

He uh, always never fail to say that i'm pretty. Sho shweet lah like that.:3

Well, this hero actually took all the trouble to come to school just to accompany me fer lunch despite him having a fever. Awwh, double the shweet.

I know i've been acting like a stupid angry dog to him lately but it's okay, he knows i love him.

And i know he loves me too, no matter how annoying i can be.

2011-05-06T09:09:00.000-07:00

I love Pandas, they're so chill.

They're like "Dude, racism is stupid. I'm White, Black, and Asian."

2011-05-03T00:30:00.000-07:00

I was enjoying my meal at the coffeeshop with my friends earlier. And a malay couple stood behind me, looking at the menu board.

"Alah bunny, jomlah makan kat Mac! Sini panas, make-up cair...and the food here's fattening........"

Aku toleh.

YEK ELEH MUKA MACAM KAT MAJALAH UJANG, BADAN KOTAK ESBOK, NAK MENGADA-NGADA! ALAMAKKKK...MELAMPAU UH DEKNI. SO KAU NAK CAKAP AKU GEMOK SEBAB MAKAN KAT COFFESHOP? CAMPAK BOOT AKU KAT MUKA KAU BARU TAU!

2011-04-18T23:21:00.000-07:00

Beautiful.

2011-04-17T06:28:00.001-07:00

Since my pay is in, i brought goaty fer a little treat to Seoul Garden yesterday.
But before i even met him fer dinner, i paid grandma a visit over @ Bedok in the early afternoon and brought her out fer a lunch treat as well. Well, it was actually my first time dating with my grandma. Haha. Grandma is so adorable. She kept emphasizing to me that she din want me to treat her to expensive restaurant.

Grandma: "Kita nak makan mana ni?"
Amee: "Ikut suka perut nenek. Nenek feeling2 nak makan apa?"
Grandma: "Nenek nak makan ice-cream."
Amee: "Nenek dah takda gigi masih nak makan ice-cream?(-.-)"

Of all things?? Ice-cream? Alalalala. Nenek, you so cute lah.:B

Thennnn...after i sent grandma back home, i ran into Aida when i was on my way to meet goaty. Only god knows how much i miss that babe of mine. Hais.

Anyway, goaty and i left the restaurant after we eat enough, chilled around enough and until the buffets were all closed. We then cabbed back home straight after cause fat boy and fat girl were too full and heavy to walk down to the mrt station. Mehehehe. If there's phrases like, "shop till you drop", i'm sure there can also be such phrases like, "eat till you drop" right? Hehehe. :3
Overall, yesterday was a great day spent. I am definitely looking forward fer a day like that to happen again.:)

2011-04-16T05:37:00.000-07:00

On Friday we went to Tanjong beach cause i've been wanting to have a mini picnic with goaty fer so longggg. Since it was my off day and happened that goaty had no reservist duty on that day, we decided to make our picnic happen.

Buttttttttt sadly, the weather wasn't on our side.

When i went out from my house, i am damn sure i saw the weather was uber bright and sunny.

Not until we reached Vivo.

Amee: "Dear, macam nak hujan jeeeee.(sad face)"

Goaty: "It is going to rain."

Amee: "ALAAA....SERIOUSLY???"

Goaty: "Ya. I dah check weather forecast semalam."

Amee: "Tadi sebelum keluar bukan nak bilanggggg! U NIIII....(GIVE HIM THE WADDAFUCK FACE)

Ya ampun ni anak, selenge bacin nyeeeee. ZZZ!

Hais. How can i not love my heartthrob, you tell me?

My feeling fer him is like a boomerang, you see. Whenever i try to get rid of it by throwing it all away, it constantly finds a way to come back.

I just keep falling in love with him again and again. And that's true.

2011-04-12T05:18:00.000-07:00

Mother just forced me to bathe babycat. Zzz!

and its bloody tiring.

By the time i finished everything my back was aching from all the bending and chasing her around the toilet.

Ya ampun, she's damn naughtyyy and she hates bathing.

Anyway, my pay is in! Yay!

I'm sure enough i'm gonna give some to mother, spend a little bit before school re-opens next Monday and save the rest inside the bank.

Now must learn to start saving already. Nanti nak kahwin at least got money, no need to ask parents. Haha. Buat susah je.:D

2011-04-07T00:29:00.000-07:00

Bear with me cos today's post is going to be flooded with hell loads of pictures.

Try not to get bored lah horrr?:D

We trained down to City hall cause i kept telling goaty about how badly i've been craving fer Secret Recipe's grilled chicken.

And not surprisingly, as always he'll just layankan je anything i want to eat. Hmm. Satu hari nanti kalau i crave fer babi, rasa2 die layankan jugak tak? hahahaha.

Amee: "Dear, show sikit muka mad hungry you."

Zzz. Mad hungry lah sangat tu. -.-"

Not fair, his Nasi Goreng Satay was served first.

Thennnnnn...came my grilled chicken. Ngom ngom ngom.

We had Banana Chocolate cake fer desert after that.

And then we made our way to MBS fer....

KENKO FISH SPA! :D

We couldn't even make our foot last inside the water fer 1 belardy minute, let alone 30 minutes. Zzz. So many fishes, so ticklish like hell!

It was just so crazy!

We kept giggling like stupid idiots and the ang mohs kept smiling at how silly we were.

After the Fish Spa, we cabbed down to The Pinnacle @ Duxton.

Goaty wanted to bring me there since yonks ago but it was just hard to find time cause we both are simply way too busy working. Mhh!

Hellyes, the place is great. I like it! The place feels so...peaceful.

Just so yknow, my other half has been indubitably amazing. Really.

I'm thankful that we were armed with cameras and were able to capture moments like this.

It's just perfect.

If my memory serves me right,

we stayed there about 2 hours or 3, talking about life, about the future, about us and a lot more.

Then i guess, goaty got a little tired listening to my nonsense and everything else.

So he fell asleep. Zzz.

Isn't it beautiful???

I got terribly cold when the night falls so i told goaty to go off from there fast.

BUT we managed to enjoy the lights before we leave. It was uh-mazing.

Anywaysss, I love you Shafi'e Johri. Really do. :)

2011-04-06T21:55:00.000-07:00

"You are the most beautiful man i've ever met"

P.s: Remember that always.

2011-04-02T00:11:00.000-07:00

I was sick since few days ago. Caught a pretty bad cough, bad flu and bad sore throat. I don't know why lately i get sick easily.:( Goaty got so worried so he decided to force me to the clinic. Seriously, i hate going to clinics. Medicines and i don't get along well. Anyway, i have something funny to share.

Amee: "So nanti i nak bilang doctor ape? I don't want him to prescribe me so many meds." Goaty: "Nevermind dear, later just tell the doctor that your nose is running." Amee: (BAHAHAHAHA..burst into laughter) "You mean, running nose?"

I kept laughing until he got irritated. Haha. But it was so funny lah cos i kept imagining my nose with legs, RUNNING. BAHAHAHA.

Goaty: "You sakit ke tak sakit ni?" Amee: "Sakit lah.(pause) Dear, kalau hidung i lari, you gi kejar okay?"(continue laughing..)

Sayang, you're very adorable yknow.:D

2011-03-28T06:52:00.001-07:00

I am feeling unwell today and i've been so busy with work lately.

You folks don't need worry, i'll be back blogging very soon. Pinky promise.♥

2011-03-03T08:07:00.000-08:00

Today, my sister and i went fer a major shopping spree. HURHUR I LIKE! ^.^

It's been awhile since we last had a Sister's day out. And it's fun when we make time fer one.;)

"A sibling may be the keeper of one's identity, the only person with the keys to one's unfettered, more fundamental self."
- Marian Sandmaier

2011-03-02T06:48:00.000-08:00

I thank god fer giving me the chance to feel how love really feels like.

Shafi'e Johri, you're a heavensent, yknow that?

You are my heart, my enemy, my best friend, my companion.

You are my one true love.

Heck yes, i gotta admit. Being with you is one hell of a ride but whatever, it's definitely worth while because look, we're stronger now than ever.

I may not be the best girlfriend you ever had but trust me, fer you, i'll try.

Thank you fer everything, sugar. Happy 19th monthsary.♥

Btw, can we have another cookery session? I want to ngom ngom ngom good food with you again. HEHEHE.

I am such a good cook lah hor.*flips hair.

NO?:|

2011-03-01T04:55:00.000-08:00

Boink. Boink. Boink. Boink. Boink. Boink.

That's, the sound of me jumping on my bed.:B Heeeeee~

2011-02-26T08:34:00.001-08:00

Whoa mama. TENGOK TU FERGIE'S ABS!!! I waaaaannnnttttt. *faints.

Mhhh, i really need to change the way i eat.

Alright that's it! I shall put aside all my unhealthy cravings. UHUH.

NO MORE Samurai beef burger, Takoyaki, Fries with mayo, Cheesecakes, Chocolates and every other fatty foods. I mean it. Cross my heart. Hahaha.

And i shall start eating only quaker oats everyday. HAHAHA Ini anak macam faham onlyyy. Sikit hari nampak Amee at Mc Donald's makan macam babi hutan. Mehehehe.

But hey, i've been doing loads of home workouts lately.

Though i almost gave up after doing 10 sit-ups.-.-

But nevermind, nak badan macam Fergie punya pasal, 1000 sit-ups pun sanggup. HAHA.

I shall hit the gym next week. Or maybe the stadium as well.

Geez, how i miss the stadium tracks. Sigh. Good old times.....

Time checked, 02:40AM and i'm hungry. Shit.

2011-02-23T07:58:00.000-08:00

"You don’t just love me on my good days. On my pretty days, when I have makeup on and my hair looks amazing. When I’m cheerful and witty and affectionate and feeling well.

You love me when no one else possibly could. You love me when I’m pale and hollow, when I haven’t laughed for days and I’ve worn the same pajamas for a week. When I curl up in my little corner of the bed and try not to think about life. When I’m irritable and ugly and bitchy and I yell at you for stupid things. When my hair is greasy and I have bags under my eyes. Those are the times when with great patience and care, you brush my hair behind my ear, kiss my forehead, and tell me,’You’re beautiful and I love you.’ That’s how I know … that’s love."

That was how i felt about you. Keyword: was.

Maybe it's just me. I can't love anyone right cos i am really no good when it comes to love.

It's just hard fer me to love someone fer real. I want so many things in a guy and i think it's too much fer me to ask fer. Thus, i deserve to be alone.

I want to be looking at a guy who can make me drop my ego, love me fer who i am, make me see forgiveness, who can catch me fireflies, make me understand what love means, be there fer me when i need him and the list goes on. Prolly truth is, i'm just never good enough fer anyone. Every man gives up on me cos i'm a mess. Typical isn't it?

That's the reason why i like to be alone. I feel safer when i’m alone.

I know it sounds weird but there’s something calming about the sound of silence and sitting by yourself to just listen.

So now that you've stop fighting fer me, i'm glad. Believe me, i can never make you happy and i, don't deserve you fer you are so wonderful.

2011-02-21T05:59:00.000-08:00

I will update my blog very soon.

I promise.

And it's going to be a long one.

With not too many pictures and not to many words.

Geez, i don't even know why i bother telling. -.-

2011-02-09T18:27:00.000-08:00

Hello. I'm in class right now and i'm very very sleepy,

like that adorable kitty in the video below. Zzz!

See lah. My eyes ehhh...very stubborn knowww!

Yesternight suruh tido, tak nak.

But bila sampai class je, ya ampun...ngantok gila! Anytime boleh tumbang. tsk.

2011-02-08T09:46:00.000-08:00

3 More days to the end of my 2nd Year in Rp,

5 More days to No Strings attached movie,

6 More days to Valentine's,

and...

...

11 More days to my 21st birthday!!!!!!

Mmm. I'm so sexcited! *giggles.

Anyway, i got featured in a campus fashion article the other day, http://www.funkygrad.com/lifestyle/displayarticle.php?artID=1263&subcat=wear

Zomg. I swear i look like crap. If only i could crop my face.........:\

Okay lah that's all, bye.

2011-02-06T06:22:00.000-08:00

Just in case if you all are wondering, i am still alive.:D

Well right now, i'm just gonna post a short one here cos i have tons of assignments to do and lately, school's been such a bitch fer making me work like a mad dog.:(

So today, i spent the whole day doing my never ending portfolio over at goaty's house.

We cooked English breakfast together this morning, which i think was totally interesting and fuuunnnn. Go check out my fb if you want to see the pictures, okay?:)

Anyways, i think i'm madly in love with goaty. Ah yes, like again.

I know, i know. I just can't deny that he makes me fall in love with him every single fucking day. To be honest, i've never loved any man as much as i loved him.

And know what, i love his mother too.

Seriously i think we actually made a HUGE mess in her kitchen just now and surprisingly, she was totally cool with it. But i still feel bad though.

I'm pretty sure she's gonna have quite a tough time cleaning up her kitchen. :|

2011-01-28T06:15:00.001-08:00

I never actually knew that anyone could ever remember me.

I thought i was invisible since, forever?

I was at Cheers today and i ran into an old friend.

I don't know who the fuck he is but he knows my name and he looked really familiar.

He gave me the "Hi,i'm your friend" smile.

Hah. I think he's an old friend of mine, the sort of friend i won't bother saying hi to.

The sort of friend who'd give you this evil smirk and then scan you up and down like a douchebag. Prolly he must have been one of the dorks who din bother to be nice to me back then.

No wonder i can't scan him in my brain, but to only remember his fuckface.

Well. Tell ya what child, fuck off.

On a brighter note,

I'm blessed...

With everything now.:)

And i know i'm safe with a man who'd never made me feel ugly.

2011-01-27T06:22:00.000-08:00

Am feeling like a dude.

2011-01-16T08:17:00.000-08:00

She's my everything,

Like a morning girl,

She's my angel up above my world,

She's the only one who understands me,

That's why I call her my new family.

She's the only one that I want by my side

She's the only one that I believe can save my life

She makes me want to be a better man, oh why

She's higher than the sky

The suns and the moon

Like a star, a star, a star, a star. ~

I'm like, totally hooked to this song and i don't know why it makes me feel.....

happy and sexy when i listen to it. Mehehe.

I've been looping it over and over again fer like 12347387928 times already!

and i think i will keep on playing it until a star literally falls

on my head :>

You make me feel like a star,

like i'm the only girl alive,

like i'm the best you ever had. ♥

P.s: Real men will never stop trying to show the girl he loves

how much she means to him, even after he's got her.

2011-01-15T23:20:00.000-08:00

Mother: Asyik sebuk dengan laptop je.

Me: Abe kat rumah takde pape nak buat.

Mother: Ok. Gi lipat baju.

Me: What?! Lipat baju?? Mother, is that the best job you can ever offer me?!

I won't mind yknow if you were to ask me to run errands fer you or help you shop fer your clothes ke, your shoes ke, your groceries ke.............(continue whining)

Mother: Jangan ngada-ngada.

*pouts.

Aiyo mother, i is not cinderella knowww.

2011-01-13T18:18:00.000-08:00

1 missed call from Goaty.

So i texted him back.
Amee: What you want?
Goaty: You!
Amee: Stop your nonsense. (Secretly smiling like mad pig.)
Action nak mampos kan aku? Hahahaha.
But of course, i want him too.

2011-01-07T11:07:00.000-08:00

A christian guy asked a muslim guy: "Why do your girls cover up their body and hair?"

The muslim guy smiled and showed him two sweets, he opened the first one and kept the other one still wrapped. He threw them both on the dusty floor and asked the christian. "If I asked you to take one of the sweets which one u will choose?"

The christian replied: "The covered one… "

Then the muslim guy said: "That’s how we treat and see our women."

Dang. How i wish i can perfectly understand this the same way. Sigh.

2011-01-04T16:33:00.000-08:00

Hi, meet my babycat! :3

My babycat is very naughty, yknow.>:(

She won't shower, she runs around inside the toilet when i splash water on her.

She bites, she sleeps like a princess.

and she very kpo, i tell you.

Each time i come home, she'll start sniffing my bag then look2 what's inside my bag then smell my feet, my hands, my clothes. Aiyo!

She wants to touch everything i touch,

Then she'll get her claws stuck on the curtains and then meow like mad.

And when i want to help her, she'd bite me. Zzz!

She talks alot like mak nenek.

Meow here, meow there like as if i can understand whatever she says.

but she's very sweet. Cos when i'm sad, she'll keep me company and let me hug her like a pillow.

I like it cos she's so warm and furry!

but babycat, you very naughty knowww...................... sometimes i cannot take it.

She thinks it's fun to start running around the house and sliding all over the floor.

Because of you, all the furs are everywhere. Then mother will make me sapu the house like Cinderella. Tsk! I think i'll shave you soon, yes?

Eeeyerr, replace you with a pony then you know! :P

Anywaysss, i realize i reeeeaaaallllyyyy need to tan! Pronto!

See that? My body's getting all blotchy and discolored like pale sausage. psheesh.

2010-12-29T22:05:00.000-08:00

2010-12-28T05:18:00.000-08:00

I am way too lazy to do anything right now. I think my brain cells died.

I can’t even be bothered anymore about my UT and Portfolio assignments.

Gosh! How i wish my holidays last a little longer.:(

I don't miss waking up every morning knowing that i have to go to school.*grumbles.

And know what, right now, i am darn lazy to the extent that i don’t even feel like walking. Not to kitchen, even. But DAMN, i'm hungryyyyy! -.-

I want a baby tiger to make me feel better please?

Oh btw people, please drop by my formspring.

Cause at times like these i can get really bored.

But please don't be mean , im very fragile. Nyehehehe.:)

2010-12-06T05:41:00.000-08:00

To find someone who can make you smile every single time you're with him, is like finding a fairy. I once thought it was impossible, but oh wellssss, i kinda found mine already. Hehe.

Hey goaty, I love you just like fish love chips, alright?:P

I can't wait fer my my hair to grow long long. Cos maybe that'll make me look less ugly and you will fall in love with me more-er? Hahahaha.

And btw, i just realised i am really desperate to flee out of Singapore. Hellyea, i'm dead serious. Anyway, it's just so obvious that i am definitely not in a school mood right now.*shrugs.

I need a break from all the assignments and everything, please. Omg, holiday please come fasterrrr. Not like i don't enjoy school. I do. Just that, i hate to be waking up at 5 everyday, except fer Thursday. Sucks big time fer me cos i'm clearly not a morning person. Zzz!

And right now, i just feel like punching someone in the face. %*$/#!?+&^!)?

Know why? Cos my motherfuckig laptop just shut down by itself. And that, is

mad annoying. Well dear laptop, you're really such an ass.

Gosh, i think i need to get myself a cup of coffee.

2010-12-04T20:50:00.000-08:00

Mmmm Yums!! If only mommy serves me this every morning,

oh hellyea i promise you i won't skip breakfast anymore. Hehehe.

Anyhoo, i miss goaty truckloads.:(

And goddamn it, i am really so sick and tired of school already. Argh!

2010-11-20T06:45:00.001-08:00

The only word that can describe yesterday is, bliss.

Yknow, i feel very contented having goaty as my boyfriend. Really really.

It's like sometimes when i feel like punching his face fer not listening to me, he'd do something stupid like making me believe that he loves me. Well actually, he really does. Hahaha.

Damn man. I'm just surprised at how much he had put up with my attitude all this while.

Honestly, i'm a serious mad dog when i get angry.

And the thing is, i used to be so certain that no one(i repeat, no one) can ever bear with my attitude. Well, i guess things changed now. Hahaha.

I got a good feeling that this love thingy i have fer this boy, is going to last long. ♥

2010-11-17T22:21:00.001-08:00

I went to get my haircut yesterday. Hmm, but like no difference onlyyyyy. Hahahaha.

Anywaysss, i just realised that i can do the minah rep face. Hahahahahaha.

(See picture above) Seriously, the face last warning.:D

Okay, bye. I need to finish up my UT assignment.

2010-11-14T06:42:00.001-08:00

Yknow what, people.

I’m not the kind of girl who looks great in every outfit. Neither am I the type of girl who gets countless likes on Facebook whenever I post up a status or picture. I’m not pretty and am really sarcastic at times. If you don’t like it, I won’t force you to accept me. No, really.

I can be the nicest and the most down to earth person you know or I can be a huge bitch in your face. It all depends on how you start the conversation and how it ends up playing out. Your call.

I say I’m not pretty not because I’m looking fer attention or compliments, but because that’s truly how I feel. I don’t believe that I am pretty because I can see everything you people don’t. I see how my stomach looks when I’m standing in my bra. I see the face under the make up 10 times every day. I see every little flaw about myself, even if you can’t. I say I’m not pretty because I’d be lying if I said I was.

And when I see someone beautiful, I'd tend to stare.

Sorry. *shrugs.

Oh btw, I'm sick today(sad face) and I miss hanging out with these people.

Okay that's all, bye.:P

2010-11-10T03:35:00.001-08:00

I'm supposed to be doing my Design Studio assignment right now.

But oh wellsss, i is a naughty girl.:P I choose to blog first cause darn it, i'm hungryyy! Who in the world can concentrate doing their work with an empty stomach? Errr na-uh, definitely not me.:P

Oh. Anyway, i had a chicken rice date with Aida and Meow after school just now. Fat Meow really don't know how to teach her stomach how to behave, yknow.

That girl horrr, every time nak eat chicken rice. TSK! Then she'll complain that she's getting fatter. Stupid girl. Perut kau tu, ajar siket. Hahaha.

You hear me, Meow?:P

And btw, here's something fer you guys while i go grab something to eat.

Read it, it's funny.

2010-11-06T23:12:00.002-07:00

Dear god.

If i never made it in time to tell Goaty how i feel, let him know that he's the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me.

Let him know that i am the person i am today because he stood by me and appreciates me for what i was. The one who never fails to tell me how beautiful i look despite my bad hair days.

Let him know that i am beautiful because he loved me.

Dear god.
If in time he forgets, let him remember the times he looked me in an awe.
Let him remember the plans we had, how we pictured our future together and the smiles he put across my face. Let the only memories he has of me are those that reminds him of how happy i was when he was around.

You've made me see such a beautiful soul and i'm so thankful fer that.

Well sugar, i know that sometimes i might show you that i dont give a fuck.

But actually, i do.

Because i really really love you.

2010-11-03T07:36:00.000-07:00

Finally good girl gave school a missed today. Hehehe. Omg. It felt so good, i swear.

Oh besides, i don't really like today's module cos i suck at it. Hahahaha.

But anyway, i finally managed to finish up my typography design assignment just this afternoon. Even though it look a lot like crap, it doesn't matter as long as i did my work and earn those fucking grades.:D

And know what, i rushed doing my design just to go to school's printing shop(cos it's a lot lot lot cheaper printing your stuff there) which also involves me to force myself to wake up early in the morning, miss breakfast & lunch, and wear some ridiculous clothes to school that made me look very much like a total loser. Well that's not all, i bumped into Jamal while i was on my way to school and i was told that the printing shop had already closed. Zzz! Awesome much? -Tell me about it. Waste my energy onlyyyy. I'd prolly lost 10kg already by now.

But on a brighter note, i met goaty fer a real short dinner today. And it was worth it.:)

2010-10-18T23:01:00.000-07:00

This is what happened today.
Mhh! FML, seriously.

2010-10-08T05:15:00.000-07:00

If i die tomorrow, I'm sure there'll be people who have different memories of me. To one girl, I might be the bitch who stole her boyfriend. To another, I might be the ugliest person on this planet. Or to her, I might be the gorgeous, lucky girl who she despised because i was snobbish. To another girl I might be the girl who had everything she ever wanted, so jealousy erupted.

To him I might be the girl with the annoying laughter. To another guy I could be remembered as the girl who wasn’t anything to him but a toy. Or maybe I’ll be remembered as the girl who was always going in and out of the toilet just to touch up her makeup, or the girl who talked like a jet train.

But none of that matters. You know why? By my best friends, I’ll be remembered as the girl with the contagious laugh and the girl they would go to if they ever needed anything. By my boyfriend, I'll be remembered as the special girl who means the world to him and the girl who changed his life completely. But most of all, I’ll be remembered by my enemies as the thing they couldn’t add up to.

2010-09-26T07:40:00.002-07:00

My worthwhile Raya with the awesome people.♥

2010-09-21T05:24:00.001-07:00

For a second, I thought I was really harsh last night.
But you gotta know how much effort I've put in the last time and how you've failed me in the end. My patience has it's limit and you already know that. Your fucked up life is no longer my concern now. Oh wait, have i ever cared anyway? Hahaha.
Whatever it is, I'm glad I left and chose him. You disgust me, really.
Stop hoping, i'm never going to come back. Things happen fer a reason and that's what we call fate, you deluded fuck. Reality checked, I'm happy and you're not.

P.s: Hah, I guess a man like you really deserves a stripper. *whistles;)

2010-09-20T06:22:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Omfg. This is damn hilarious, please!:D

2010-09-13T02:42:00.000-07:00

Dang! Today's weather is a definite killer. Sumpah i can't stand the heat.
Anyway, just look at my hair. My hair is a wreck. It's really parched with lots of split ends and they are so dryyyyy, like dried grass. Eeee, so fugly.*pouts.
But it's alright, i'll be going for a hair treatment very soon and by the end of next month, this dried grass hair will be gone fer good.*grins.
And i was thinking that maybe i should perm my hair too. Cos rebonding is vastly overrated now. Well, that's what i think. Haha.

Whatever it is, i'm definitely very excited already. I can't wait to see how my hair will look like.:P

2010-09-11T07:53:00.000-07:00

Today is already the 2nd day of Raya and i have most of my relatives coming to my house.
It's quite sad to know that the cousins only get to meet each other once a year. I wish we could have bonded a little more.
Btw, the ones in the picture above are my cousins from my dad's side. Thanks to them, my house is now in a mess. Hahaha. Nevertheless, having them over is really fun. I wish they could have stayed longer, 4 hours wasn't enough.:P

And oh, i know i look damn ugly in this picture. It's cos i wasn't wearing any make up at all.*squeaks. Nevermind, as long as my cousins all look very handsome and very cantik. ;)

2010-09-10T08:40:00.000-07:00

I don't know what made me love this boy very very much but what's fer sure, i can't afford to lose him. I'm just magically happy having him as my boyfriend. Hehe.

Oh anywaysss, last Wednesday goaty fetched me from school which i think was really sweet of him. No?:D

And by chance, my UT ended late enough fer us to break fast together.

But just as i expexted, Causeway point was waaaayyyy too crowded. How to break fast like that? Betul punye menguji kelaparan and kesabaran aku. Hahaha.

Luckily, we went to check out the Civic centre and Lerkthai was the only place that's left with a table fer 2. Zzz!

Well of course, the only person who can tolerate my utter nonsense and ire is goaty.

I remember having to stomp my feet as i walk cos fat girl was literally starving already.

Hmm. It's very weird you know, when i'm hungry i get really grumpy very easily. Perangai hungry dog betul. Hahahaha. But thank goodness, goaty is so used to it already. And i am glad he take me the way i am.
Honestly, i'm quite a troublesome girl. Lol.

Oh btw, have i told you that goaty got himself a new camera? Canon G11.

And yeeeaaaaaa, i got my camera fixed too.;D

I think Lerkthai's food was pretty good stuff.

It's like better than Nana Thai.

Especially their green curry. Fuhh, powerrrr.:P

I got to admit, i'm having a really major issues with my thunder thighs.:(
Fasting doesn't help me to lose weight at all. In fact, i think i'm getting fatter than ever.*groans.
I guess now i am the fattest bitch on earth. Okay, must go kill myself already. hahaha.

And baby,
"The one that is meant for us is going to be the hardest to get, the
hardest to keep, and the hardest to accept because through all that, the love
will grow stronger. Love wasn’t made to be easy, otherwise we wouldn’t end up
with the right person. We would end up with the first one who comes along. By
struggling, we single out the wrong ones and realize who really is the
one."
Always take note of that okay?:)

Just so yknow, 3 days before raya i finally got my henna done.
Nice isn't it? I know. Hahahahaha. *slaps forehead.

2010-09-06T03:47:00.000-07:00

What a moron. I was late fer today's UT. Mhh, what's new? hahaha.
Seriously, can someone please give this hopeless girl a wake up call every time she has school? Hahaha. I'm not a morning person, you see.
I always have trouble waking up in the morning. Zzz!
Thus, i had no choice but to cab down to school just now.*groans.

Anywaysss, Hari Raya is just around the corner and i have yet to shop fer my accessories, spring clean my room(yes, so much fer wanting do it on the weekends), go IKEA to get some cutesy stuff and also, go geylang to get my henna done.
I want it to be like the one below. So niiiceee!:P

Well honestly, i would reeaaaallyyyy love to make myself a little more useful at home but i guess i can't, i have UTs that i need to be prepared fer. :( Boring.
Enough said already, i'm feeling very hungry.

2010-09-02T03:20:00.000-07:00

I have yet to study fer my UTs next week but i'm just way too lazy to do so.*groans.

Geez. I've not met goaty fer 2 days already and i'm starting to go bonkers. :(

I miss you big ass time, my cherry boom boom!

Oh btw, i have to go to school tmr(URGH) cos i've a boring History of the Arts project that's needed to be done.

Like hello, it's my holidays. Super frustrating lah, please.

HMM. And i still haven't figure out what outfit to wear tmr.

Else, i won't have the mood to go to school one.*slaps forehead.

Hahaha. Very leceh lah this girl. Jadi boy pun bagus. Hahaha.

2010-09-01T06:04:00.000-07:00

Eeeeee. I look so ridiculous with short hair. Hahaha.

Anywaysss, this was taken 2 years ago, when we were all still 18.

Ahh, i miss them. Like fucking a lot.:(

Can't wait fer this year's jalan raya. I am so not going to give it a miss.

And they better not be a cb, i want to see full strength.

Dah kasi warning niii. hahaha. Lol.

2010-08-28T11:38:00.000-07:00

Very much in ♥ with this song.*faints.

2010-08-28T09:58:00.000-07:00

ZZZ! I just came back home from NUH.
Thank goodness i have Azmeey and Yazid to drive me back home.:)
Goaty got admitted to the hospital just yesterday so i came down to visit and then break fast together with his parents, his aunt and his uncle.
I was so worried sick yesternight until i couldn't sleep. Worst still, i even missed my sahur today. Yet i still managed to drag my~~fat~~self to the hospital. Good girlfriend would do whatever it takes to meet her boyfriend♥. No? hahaha.
Geez, only god knows how much i missed my sickboy.

Nonetheless, yesterday i had the best iftar session with my girlfriends.
We had the whole night to ourselves catching up about almost everything. Finally, full strength. Haha. And i swear these girls really love to laugh a lot! I don't know why. Zzzz. Very weird one but i like it. hahaha. And i definitely love them just the way they are.:P

Oh btw, Happy 20th birthday to both Radzi and Lini.♥
You girls really don't need to worry much about the matter. I'm seriously not bothered at all.:) And to you Lini, i'm glad you are totally cool about it. After all, it's just a comment.
Hmm. I think the problem with people nowadays is, they take criticism far more seriously than compliments. Even me, sometimes. Totally pathetic lah please. Lol.

"I have no idea what make them so special. They just are."
"It's because they believe that they are. So does other people." -The clique.
I'm just gonna stick to this fer now.:)

2010-08-26T02:25:00.000-07:00

You people have no idea how horribly messy and dusty my room is right now.
Eeeeeee, i do not like! Very untidy one. Tsktsk.
But nevermind, i shall find time to spring clean my room.
Well, maybe(just MAYBE) i'll do it on one of my weekends.
Oh btw, i'll be meeting my girlfriends fer an iftar session tmr. Mhhh! Can't waittt!
Smell you 5 girls very soon!♥

2010-08-24T05:25:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHA! Miley's a damn bitch.
Fucking hilarious lah, please!

I can't stop laughing already.

2010-08-23T23:39:00.000-07:00

I am so happy that everything went so well yesterday.

I was really afraid that i might spill the beans cos seriously, i'm really not good at keeping surprises. Really not good at all. haha.

But amazingly, i managed to keep my mouth shut until the entire plan was over. hahaha.

So here, a small surprise treat from me and goaty.
This girl very stupid one, she din even see the surprise coming. hahaha.

ZZZ! Tell me, why am i so short and so small?:(
And oh btw, she thought that the whole surprise was over. hahaha.
(That explains the picture above)

But noooooo, there were more surprises to come, actually.
We told her that we were all going to break fast over at Burger King and ~~not~~ surprisingly, she believed us. hahahaha.
See. I told you, that girl very easy to con one. hahahaha.

Instead of going to Burger King, we brought her to Nana Thai.
Well actually, we already had the table reserved and the food all ordered while she was busy doing her pedicure.
Then of course, she got very surprised again that we fooled her the second time. hahaha.

Anyway, the shark's fin soup and the green curry was freaking awesome lah. Two thumbs up.
You all must try.

After meal, i brought her to the toilet (with an excuse that i want her to accompany me to go pee) so that goaty can quickly get ready the cake and the present by the time we come back.
And there there, she got surprised fer the third time.:D
Also fer the record, she cried. Hmm. I don't remember her crying on any of her past birthday celebrations. hahaha.

See. Goaty was also just as excited as both of us. hehe.
♥ you, my cherry boom boom. Thanks fer making everything happen.:)

Lastly.
Just like i promised, i hope we've surprised you enough to make your entire day one helluva splendid one.:)

Somehow, i think goaty and i are quite smart hor? hahaha. *slaps forehead.
Anyway, I ♥ you, sister! Yknow i know you best.:P

2010-08-19T10:10:00.000-07:00

MHHH! Sexyyyyy.Am definitely going to learn this very soon. Hehe.

2010-08-18T22:27:00.000-07:00

I hate to be broke and cashless.

It's very depressing, you know.:(

Hmm. So what should i do now?

Rob bank?

But on a brighter note, i'm going to break fast with goaty and his family today.

Plus, i'm going to be cooking fer them too.

HAHAHA. Don't laugh hor!

My cooking aren't so bad one lorr. (betul punye masuk bakul angkat sendiri) hahaha.

Anyway, what am i still doing here? I should be on the go by now.

MHH! Better start cooking.

Till here then.

2010-08-16T22:15:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, when things between us are going so bad and I want to give up on you, I remember how you never once gave up on me.

And so I hold on a little tighter,

and pray hard that everything will be okay soon.
But I need to know if this pain will all be worth it in the end.

*Big sigh.

Anyway, i'm getting fatter. Like, seriously.

And i'm really self-conscious about it.

*Another big fucking sigh.

2010-08-15T23:59:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, SISTER!♥

I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, MY ONE AND ONLY MANJA BABYGIRL.;)

2010-08-14T00:04:00.000-07:00

Finally, a good time out from school!

Ugh seriously, school makes me sick.

It's not like i don't love school. I do, really.

It's just the matter of fact that, i hate to be doing the same old belardy shit every single fucking day.

Now that i have 2 months of holidays, i'm going to bring myself out and get some fresh air. I don't have any plans yet, though.

Ahh, sad life.:(

Oh btw, I don't think i'd like to spend more than 6 months with E35E,

but it was fun while it lasted.

Well of course, i'm surely going to miss people like Tiara, Farah, XL, Dayah, Arvind, WhyeKeat and Mo.:(

And this babygirl too.:(

Anywaysss, some YOG freaks came to my school last Thursday.
And trust me, i have no freaking idea why the heck i was even involved with the event, being one of the YOG supporters. -.-
Geez. I'm quite a loser, huh? hahahaha.

And i fell asleep right after everything ended.

Dang. I really din know that being a supporter can be quite tiring.
MHH! How to be cheerleader like this! Fer sure cannot make it one! hahaha.(I is not strong, must eat more spinach.)
Anywaysss, my friends are quite cb, nothing better to do but to snap this kind of photos and then make fun of it. They'd always come up with some bullshit or funny comments and it's hilarious, i tell you.

Arvind: "Amee's choking herself. Whyekeat's choking his chicken."

Hahahaha. How can i not love my friends, you tell me?:D

2010-08-11T20:34:00.000-07:00

-.-"

2010-08-06T06:51:00.000-07:00

This song totally reminds me of you.♥

2010-08-02T06:57:00.000-07:00

We may not be the perfect couple but we’ve got everything.

Look at our smiles, look at him, look at me, just look at us. We’re happy and we trust each other - we’re the most amazing thing that’s ever happened in my eyes.

HMM, i should be sleeping right now.

But heck, i HAVE TO(bold, italic) update my blog.

Haiya haiya. Cos some of my readers horrrrr, very impatient oneeee, kept pestering me to update my blog. hahaha.

I am so sure that by now everyone would have seen my facebook pictures.

So yes it's true, goaty and i rode a cable car as to celebrate our 1st anniversary.

(Like congratulations to us, cos some morons thought that we can't even make it to 1 year but fuck you, i've proven you wrong now)

Just so yknow, i'm actually a freaking pussy who's afraid of heights. hahaha. Like really really really very afraid.

I don't know how he managed to assure me to ride one but it was one hell of an experience, i tell yooouuuuuu.

And i think he was more excited than i was. hahaha. You should have seen how he laughed, how he started talking so fast, giggling here and there like small boy.:P

As fer me, i was more captivated by the glistening waters beneath. hahaha.

It's like you can almost see the whole world. hahaha.

Okay, i bedek only laaaahh.

From Sentosa back to Habour front we were accompanied by the sunset and i find it simply romantic. Besides,the cable car moved pretty slow which actually allowed us to enjoy every moment together and watch enthralled as the sun sets.

Trust me, it was very lovely.

Thennnnn, goaty brought me to dine in over at Villa Bali fer dinner.

And the best thing wassssss..

our dinning area was very seclusion, enough privacy fer both of us to dine in romantically.

And if my memory serves me right, we ordered Jimabaran BBQ platter.

Trust me, the food was daaaaammmmmnnn niiiiiceeee. -2 thumbs up.

Anyway, I must say that goaty really took care of me well enough to the extent that I am now a healthy roasted turkey with a cherry on top.

Basically, that's one of the thousand reasons why i'm loving him more-er.

And there, i made a little something, specially fer him.

It took me all night long to do it but it's worth it cos he liked it very much, i can tell. hehe.

Just as i thought the whole surprise thingy was over....

He gave me a much bigger surprise..

an ipod nano, that is.

I swear i wasn't expecting anything from him cos all i wanted was to spend my day with him. MHHH!

But thank you so much, baby!*kisses.

Looks like i can throw away my mp4 already. haha.

Thanks to Farah too, she was the one who reserved this dinning area fer both of us to celebrate our Anniversary night.

And the performance was pretty much impressive too.

To be precise, i simply love the whole vibe.♥

But i love goaty more. ♥♥♥

P.s: "I love the way you love me and that's far more than enough."

2010-07-31T04:04:00.000-07:00

I had this awesome school trip to the Zoo fer my drawing module last Wednesday.

I swear to whatever god you guys believe in that the last time i came to the Zoo was like 10 years ago! Kidding you, not!

HMM. Anyway, i don't remember having so much fun like i expected.

All thanks to the weather laaaahhh! I was already so excited to see the animals lorrrr!

Ruined my freaking good day onlyyyy!

Like what not, sekejap hujan, sekejap panas terik macam nak bakar orang.

I angry, okay. %(*&%#^?!

HMM. It seems like i'm always complaining much about the weather hor? Lol.

Super fucking irritating lah ini anak. hahaha.

Anywaysss, come meet my hot mama, Cherine.

Despite being so crabby about the weather, these awesome people actually managed to make my day. I think, even the animals love them. hahaha.

See see, i'm promoting you mofos. hahaha.

Well, i still don't know how crazier can they can get but what i do know, they're helluva great friends. I love having them around, it makes me happy.:P

Okay, i guess that's all.
Bye.

2010-07-28T07:24:00.000-07:00

THIS IS FARAH, MY BIRTHDAY QUEEN!

Ahh. I guess our plan worked really well yesterday, just like how we wanted it to be. Phew
However, i was actually expecting her to cry as we sang her birthday song.
MHHH! But sadly, not! Strong girl, strong girl.
HMM. Maybe only someone like me would. hahaha.
Anywaysss, please see picture above.
Tiara baked such a nice brownie fer the Birthday queen. Sweet isn't it?

And the cake,
Goaty and i did the icing decoration.
Not bad, not bad. Looked like Farah hor? No?:(

But whatever it, is,
i'm sure she liked it.;)
And oh, the class got her this Lucky Bottle too.
If you want to know what's a Lucky bottle, go to Farah's blog: Here

Oh well, half of the class took a picture with the Birthday queen while another half so naughty, went missing just like that. Grrh.
Too excited to go Arab st maybe. It's just another school trip, hello. Blergh.

This birthday queen super damn stubborn, i tell you.

I asked her to pick just one note but ya ampun,

ini anak excited lah sangat, she went to read all the notes she got from everyone all at once.

And theeeennnnnn,

finally she teared.:P

And thiiiiiisssssss giiiiirrrrrrl here,
can sleep almost ANYWHERE, i tell you.
And when i say ANYWHERE, i mean it.

We then ended our day with a nice Teh tarik over at Arab st. which is somewhere near Kampung Glam cafe. Hot day, though. I don't like.
P.s: Stay happy, dear beautiful bitch.:) I like you just the way you are.

Btw, there'll be more pictures to come. Wait till i have the free time to upload them all, alright? Promise i'll be back.:)

2010-07-25T07:30:00.000-07:00

I swear this video totally crack me up!
You people must watch it too!

2010-07-17T05:12:00.000-07:00

AHHHH, SO CUTE!

I want that mouse night slippers, pleaseeeeeeee!*points below.

Sigh. Sigh. Sigh

I feel so fucking sick today.

Blocked nose.

Heaty throat.

Fugly voice.

Pounding headache.

And all i can do is stay in bed like a pathetic rotten vegetable.

But on a brighter note,
goaty came to visit me in the afternoon(even after what happened yesterday)
and took all the trouble to surprise me with this tin box of Famous amos custom made cookie.♥
How can i not love that boy, you tell me. MHH.

And before he went off, he left me with a kiss on my forehead.
Suke nye saya. hahaha.